
CRY WITH ME
Cry with Me is an ongoing film series and installation that explores the director's own experiences through the lens of their alter-ego, Griselda. In the first chapter of the series, titled Variations, Griselda reenacts 30 of the director's eccentric dates with hired actors. As the performances become repetitive and surreal, the audience witnesses Griselda struggling with their deepest, darkest secret.
Incorporating elements of autofiction and fantasy, the film also features a two-channel video. The voice in A Shapeshifter with a Heavenly Secret, emerged alongside the Director’s alter-ego as an authentic narrator that explores their lived experience through archival footage. These videos touch on autobiographical events such as the director's uncle's death from COVID, their brother abandoning the family, and their father crossing the border. Cry with Me offers a unique and thought-provoking exploration of the human experience through the lens of Griselda, an indignant iconoclast armed with inherited trauma and a sharp sense of humor.
Audition #4/39 for ‘Cry with Me’
2020-2021, 03:10, color, sound, HD video.
Audition #4/39 is Allan’s Audition for Cry with Me. Each participant was required to complete a Questionnaire before entering the room for the audition, that was structured as a first date with Griselda. Griselda spent 24 hours over 3 days auditioning 39 actors.

1 Christina

2 Emily

5 David

6 Godwin

7 Melissa

8 Lazaros

9 Helena

10 Edgar

11 Erik

12 Sergio

13 Honey

14 Edmond

15 Ayun

16 Peter

17 Arizbeth

18 Yadira

19 Stipan

20 Robin

21 Diomedes

22 Khari: Brent

23 Akim

24 Joanne

25 Sam

26 Marcus

27 Susan

28 Rew Starr

29 Hadrian

30 Pavarti

31 PJ

32 Damien

33 Venkat

34 Yifan

35 Julien

36 Christian